| The Durand Line | |
| © 2003 Wendelin Johnson | |
Chapter 1 |
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| “Suleiman’s the only Afghan I know who can
wear cowboy boots and get away with it!” Max shouted over the worn muffler. Lily looked over her shoulder at Max and
winked assent. Max’s arms were draped across the top of the front seat,
chin resting against the tops of his hands. Max was repose in motion,
indifferent to the breezy heat that was flattening the curls in his red
hair. “There is a saying in Dari, Max!” Suleiman
brushed at the beads of sweat trickling from his mustache into the gullies
lining his mouth. “The Afghan, he is only half a Muslim. And that half
is Muslim only because someone, he is chasing him with a big stick!” Lily grinned at Suleiman and gazed at his
boots, admired the baby blue inlay and tracery stitched up and down the
sides. How he acquired such exotica in Peshawar, Pakistan, she couldn’t
say, or follow. Suleiman had sources. She left it at that because his
descriptions of those sources made her eyes glaze over and fogged her
brain the way talk of sports did. His lavish love for, and faulty use
of, English pronouns confused her. Forced her to ask questions. And questions
gave Suleiman license to free-associate through stories of relationship
and commerce so twisted, they left her winded. Disturbed. At age twenty-nine, Lily Durand preferred
to pick and choose her own disturbances. And there was one up ahead. Somewhere
in that conflation of mountain and horizon lay the Durand Line. A fine
line on old paper. The Afghani border. A not so fine idea that helped
destabilize an entire region, according to Suleiman. A stroke—a doodle?—drawn
across a map by one Sir Mortimer Durand on one day in 1893 that enlarged
India’s image of itself and gave Afghanistan a phantom limb. That she,
Lily, might be descended from one with so mighty a pen was, well, it kind
of made her brain do a wheelie. “Suleiman, do you have a cigarette?” Max
shouted. Suleiman had focused on something white
and small a mile or so down the road. He patted at the Marlboro box in
his kurta shirt pocket and shook his head. “Empty!” Then he secured both
of his exceptional hands on the wheel. Big and fleshy. The kind of hands
her fingers liked to explore. Not that she’d ever experienced Suleiman
carnally. The leap between cultures overwhelmed. With India and Pakistan
at one end of his storyline and Afghanistan and Central Asia at the other,
Suleiman was a Shahrazad who could easily have spun the drama needed to
survive a thousand and one nights, and then some. But Lily could only
take so much stimulation. No, it hadn’t been his hands or the size of
his person that had first attracted her to him eight years back; rather,
it was the giant diamond enthroned on his stout finger. She had spotted
it clear across a dark Delhi lounge; as a young jewelry designer she’d
been farsighted, had the eyes of a jewel thief. Suddenly, Suleiman stomped on the brake.
Lily braced herself against the dashboard. All at once, they sat facing
what appeared to be a white telephone booth. It clung to the roadside,
tilted. The bright white sun overhead shone on the sentry who stood in
front of the booth, legs spread comfortably, the barrel of his gun fixed
on their black Mustang. “Suleiman,” Lily whispered. “Suleiman, he’s
got a gun.” She tried not to move her lips. She didn’t want it to be her
lips that brought this man to life. “That is no gun, Lily,” Max said. “That
is an AK-47.” Suleiman
sighed and put the car into park. As he eased himself from the car, he
threw the motionless guard a little wave. The sentry made a cough it up
gesture with his chin and gun. Suleiman raised his hands helplessly and
indicated Lily in the front seat of the car. The sentry gave Lily a sidelong
look, but didn’t seem impressed. As Suleiman crossed the thirty feet between
car and booth, the two of them might’ve been shouting back and forth in
Persian? or Pashto? or Urdu? but Lily could follow only the body language,
which alternated between an adamant shake of the sentry’s head and Suleiman’s
gesture in her direction. When the sentry grew tired of shaking his head,
he retrained his gun on the Mustang. Suleiman looked lost for a moment,
then shook his head and slinked back to the car. “There’s nothing I can do, Lily.” Suleiman
rested his hands on the wheel. “He’s mad at America.” Then he released
his foot from the brake and eased the car in the opposite direction. “Lily,
next time, next trip, I take you through the Khyber Pass. All right? We
see the Khyber Pass, the Afghani border—and your Durand Line. Then,” he
slowly depressed the accelerator, “I take you into Afghanistan.” Max groaned and crossed himself, plunked
his elbows against the back of Lily’s seat, and started to massage his
temples. “Lily, before you get into the nitty-gritty of this next tour
here with Suleiman, a little F-Y-I.” Max moved his mouth close to her
ear and lowered his voice. “This is a checkpoint. That last checkpoint
Suleiman zipped past—without stopping? The one where the fellow was flailing
his arms? That was a checkpoint. We are on the edge of a war zone. People
stop at checkpoints. They have papers.” He turned to Suleiman. “Suleiman,
I thought we were meeting for tea. Why am I here? Why does she have no
papers?” “What to do, Max? Lily, she could not find
me in Peshawar. There was no time to get the right permissions. Not to
worry.” “Not to worry? Paperless! And not to worry?!” Now Lily inhaled deeply, felt the blood
rush back to her head. “Whoa!” She turned to Max. There were the beginnings
of wrinkles at the corners of his tired eyes. The assignment here at war’s
edge was aging him. “Max, I’m sorry. I really am. Whoa. I never planned
on this.” She patted her chest. “I’m breathless. Wow! Oh my God. I’ve
never been at the wrong end of a gun before—I mean an AK-47.” She leaned
back in her seat and laughed. “Max,” Lily looked over her shoulder again,
“just think of the photos I’ve promised to send you.” “You’re not going to get any at this rate.” “Max, when you return from your stint with
the State Department—” “DEA is Justice.” “Right. When you return to the States, and
gaze up at my photos on your den wall and rub your toes in those plush
carpets on your oak floors, you’ll be ever so happy that you helped one
American citizen, without time to collect the proper permission through
no mistake of her own, do her thing.” Lily indicated the space around them. “Max,
don’t be such a kill-joy. This is hallowed ground. You can tread in the
footsteps of Alexander the Great. Just a couple photos and you can go
back to your State—I mean Justice Department desk.” “I don’t have a desk job.” “I’m sorry. I’m only here a couple days
more. Indulge me.” Suleiman drove until the guard post had
disappeared, then slowed the car. “Is this all right with you, Lily? You
can take some snaps here, then we’ll head back?” He pulled onto the shoulder
of the road. Lily stepped out of the car and stretched.
Wet with perspiration, her yellow kurta peeled away from her skin. She
pushed back her dark hair. It felt dusty to the touch. “Come on, Max.”
She bent over to adjust the pleated fabric at her ankles. “Take a walk
with us.” “You like wearing those?” Max stepped out
of the car. Lily looked down at her black cotton trousers,
designed so that the extra length gathered like bangles around the ankles.
She stuck out a foot. “Churidars?” “They don’t look that comfortable, that’s
all.” “They’re very comfortable, Max. And their
design is ancient. Like this place.” “What are you going to photograph? The Afghan
border—it’s at the other end of the Khyber Pass.” “I’ll use my imagination.” Lily walked around
the front of the car and slipped her arm through Suleiman’s. “Ah, yes.” Max said. “‘Alym tamam
halqa-e-dam-e xyal hey . . .’ The
entire world is but a loop in the snare of imagination. How does the rest
of that couplet by Ghalib go, Suleiman? The one you taught me the other
day? Lily’s got the point. Fall not into the deception of existence; /
the entire world is but a loop in the snare of imagination.” Max patted
the hood of the car. “No, I’ll wait right here, thanks.” Lily and Suleiman strolled fifteen yards
or so. “How ’bout those boulders over there?” Lily scrambled down the
slope and sat on the planed top of a boulder, hugged her knees and waited
for Suleiman to join her. She nodded at the mountains ahead. “The Khyber
Pass runs through those?” “For thirty, thirty-five miles.” Suleiman
sat beside her, crossed his legs, and pulled out the pack of Marlboros
from his shirt pocket. He emptied a cigarette of its tobacco and rolled
a joint with some shavings off a nugget of hashish he also produced from
the box. He lit the joint and offered it to Lily. “So that’s why you told Max you had no cigarettes.”
Lily took a drag and passed it back to Suleiman. “The DEA agent wouldn’t
approve.” “No, that’s not why.” Lily smiled and looked out over the plains
at the craggy rock formations, the mountains, to the unseen border beyond.
“When were you last in your country?” “1979.” “I’m sorry, Suleiman,” Lily said. What to
say to the Afghan who’d lost his country? Everything happens for the best?
What kind of condolences does one offer for a revolution gone bad and
a million dead Afghans? “So are you a descendent of this man, Durand?”
Suleiman asked. “The connection is so indirect it hardly
counts. But it does pique my imagination. My name on a map, an important
border like that.” Lily scraped her sandal heel against the gravel at
her feet. “Next time I’ll see it. Right? For now,” she removed her Leica
from her bag and panned the landscape, “I’ll have to be satisfied with
a couple of pictures.” She adjusted the aperture and shutter speed. “God,
it’s bright. It’s beautiful. Gotta stop this way down.” She framed a piece
of sand-colored moonscape, then pressed the shutter release. Suleiman tapped her shoulder and pulled
out his Marlboros again. He glanced back at Max who lay on the hood of
the car, head against the windshield, eyes closed. “Now. Let me show you
something you’ll really appreciate.” “What’s that?” Lily framed another picture
and pressed the shutter release. She removed her eye from the viewfinder
to look at the plastic packet Suleiman was removing from the Marlboro
box. “What’ve you got there, Suleiman?” “Something that will make a difference.” “A difference?” Lily set the camera in her
lap and took the joint from Suleiman. “For whom?” Lily inhaled. “Ahhh,
Suleiman. Jewelry. Is there a lady?” “No, no.” Suleiman set the packet in her
lap. “This is to help win freedom, not lose it.” “May I?” “Go ahead.” Lily stared at the zip-lock packet. “Stones?” “I’m going to Delhi this week on business.
I wish you hadn’t given up your interest in jewelry.” Suleiman shook his
head. “What is this anyway? Stills photography?” Lily removed the tissue from one of the
stones. “God.” She unwrapped another. “God Almighty. Suleiman. Are they
all as—this size? Who’s buying these? These—emeralds. You’re going to
see Anil?” “No.” “But who then—who knows stones like Anil?” “Oh . . . I have a friend.” “In Connaught Place?” “No . . . near Turkoman Gate.” “Who, Suleiman?” “You won’t know him . . .
a Habib and Sons.” “Habib? Suleiman, I’ve never seen—why not
give Anil the business? I don’t get it.” “These are for a very big cause.” “Anil deals in big causes.” Suleiman laughed. “Real estate, right?” She narrowed her eyes.
“I’m serious, Suleiman. What are you doing with these?” “Lily, my sweet. My habib. We adapt
in war.” “The Russians left Afghanistan! The war’s
almost over!” “Ha!” “Ha! What?” “Peoples, they are saying that since the
early eighties.” “‘Peoples.’ Right. ‘Peoples,’ I know they
say a lot of things.” Lily studied the emeralds. “Maybe I’ll just have
one of those cigarettes.” Suleiman handed her the pack. “There’s one
left.” “Have they discovered a new mine in Afghanistan?
Such deeply colored emeralds . . . they’re rare.” Just then Lily heard the faint rumble of
a vehicle, a speck of green emerging from the hills. She looked behind
her. Max had sat up on the hood, alert. Suleiman smiled and indicated
the emeralds. Careful not to let the oils from her fingers touch the gems,
Lily rewrapped and placed them in the packet. The lorry slowed. Finally it braked about
twenty yards away. Medallions were suspended from, and ran the length
of, its front bumper. “Are we all right, Suleiman? Do you think
it’s one of those fellows from the checkpoint?” Suleiman squinted. “They’re just curious.
Can’t make out if I know . . .” Lily stuffed the packet of emeralds back
into the Marlboro box. Just then a slender man stepped down from the cab,
a rifle slung over his shoulder and a broad turban on his head. He planted
himself in front of the lorry, at the center of his stamped metal galaxy. “Lily, I’ll be back in a minute,” Suleiman
said. He held her gaze for a moment, then giggled with trepidation. “What?” Lily tried to make out the man’s
features. “Do you know . . . ?” But Suleiman was already struggling up the
slope. The hashish hadn’t made it any easier for him. He had headed down
the road about twenty feet when Max called quietly to her. Max had slid
to his feet. He motioned for her to return to the car. Now Suleiman called to her. “Go back to
the car, Lily!” Lily turned to Suleiman. She was starting to feel dizzy.
“Go back!” he called again. “Who is it, Suleiman?” Lily cried. The hashish
made it hard to focus. “What’s going on?” But he didn’t answer. He just
continued down the road. Finally, he waved a friendly hand at the turbaned
stranger. The man just shifted his weight in response. “Lily!” Max shouted. Lily swung around and
waved her hand to acknowledge him. She nodded as vigorously as her high
would allow. She dropped the Marlboro box into her bag and yanked the
Leica from her neck. She looked up as Suleiman reached the stranger.
With one graceful maneuver, the man trained his rifle on Suleiman. Next,
he took a step forward. He stroked Suleiman’s paunch with the tip of the
barrel, then poked at it, as if to test its consistency. “What?” Lily
said and rose to her feet. The stranger then flipped his rifle around
like a baton and drove the butt end into Suleiman’s belly. Lily watched
Suleiman crumble to the ground. “Suleiman?” “Lily!” She heard Max’s stern voice—from behind?
She turned around. Started toward him. Despite the heat, she was shivering.
“Max?” Max slid down the slope on his rear. “Do you think it’s the man from that checkpoint?
The one with the gun?” “No, Lily.” She turned back to watch Suleiman. “Max,
he’s hurting Suleiman—” Max grabbed her by the wrist. “Lily, come
back to the car. His business is with Suleiman. Not us.” “But Suleiman needs our help!” Max tightened his hold. “Lily, I’m not armed.
Come back to the car. We can’t do anything.” “No!” Lily pulled in the opposite direction.
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw the stranger place a boot on Suleiman’s
chest. “No!” she cried. Max pulled her towards
him. Lily slipped in the loose gravel and lost her grip on the camera
that banged against, then slid down the side of the boulder. “Your passport!” Max let go of her arm long
enough to grab her bag from its perch on the boulder and to scoop up her
camera. “Help me, Lily!” He started to drag her, half walking, half crawling,
towards the road. Just as they reached the slope, a shot rang out. Lily turned to look. “Suleiman!?” Suleiman lay on the road, still. The stranger
removed his boot from Suleiman’s chest. Lily sank to her knees. She turned to Max. The sun overhead obscured his features. And the words—what was he saying? She couldn’t follow the words his mouth was forming. Tried to form? She attempted to crawl, but the gravel scraped her knees. Burned. Had torn the knees of her churidars. Now Max yanked her arm. Now she could hear his words clearly. “Help me, Lily! Get up and walk! Help us, Lily!” |
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| © 2003 Wendelin Johnson |